Today, I thought about how blessed I am by the stress in my life.
All the stress, the crazy schedule, the busy running, and the never-ending amount of homework or club meetings or attempting to eat or work out or sleep or get to church… when those loud elements of life begin to hush, I feel the most blessed.
I am blessed to have food to eat, a bed to sleep in, classes that are preparing me for two majors that I love, clubs and organizations that I am proud to be a part of, and people who hold my hand or encourage me to take a leap of faith along the way.
In the quiet moments, when I take my ‘introvert time’ to recharge myself mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually…I feel so blessed. College has been pretty surreal, showing me time and time again how introverted I am. My definition of the term is that I recharge by being alone. I need quiet and peace and chill vibes. I need to organize my planner with my colored pens, and listen to Andy Grammer, and get off campus, and laugh, and sit in my bed at 10:30 with my twinkle lights around me as I blog. In these moments, I feel blessed.
However, I can’t function by myself. I’m an extroverted introvert. I need to fuel my day with people and recharge my internal batteries by night. I have friends who laugh with me, guide me, support me, eat food with me, go shopping with me, tell me their stories, listen to me, and make me feel at home in this crazy place. (Lookin’ at you, #suitehearts301)
I have classmates who help me through classes I don’t quite belong in (Thanks for the help, Ian). I have classmates who’ve been by my side the entire way through (AnnaLee). I have classmates who hate science right alongside me (Bailey). And so many more that make each minute in the classroom that much more meaningful. (Barb K.)
I have a person in my life who consistently brings a smile to my face and butterflies to my stomach — a person who knows that I’m stressed by how I sigh, a person who willingly gives of his time to make me feel better on a rough day. This is a person who knows that a perfect recharge weekend is not complete without time in the hammock on a beautiful fall day. A person who loves endlessly and cares wholeheartedly. (I love this person.)
Amidst the stress, I have found many ‘little blessings’ that I have compiled in a note on my phone over the course of the semester thus far.
- first day of school pictures
- indian food
- quick visits from loved ones
- state fair // ferris wheels
- a familiar face in a large classroom
- deep breathing
- music (favorite song right now: She Sets the City on Fire – Gavin DeGraw)
- belly laughter
- the words ‘i love you’
- motivational text messages
- stimulating intellectual conversation
- girls’ days
- food that tastes like home
- late night cupcakes (Christine, you’re the best.)
- getting your nails done
- a cute outfit (all my outfits get cuter in fall)
- watching pageants
- a comfy couch and a midday movie
- making a difference
- fresh sheets
- giving a speech
- late night drives // jam sessions
- phone call to mom
- pinning home decor on pinterest
- getting a good grade
- a good makeup/hair day
- a church service that helps you feel connected
- fall leaves
- love. (that’s not a little blessing though. that’s huge.)
Despite how crazy stressed I have felt so far this school year, I have also found time in my (color-coded) schedule to feel insanely, immensely, incredibly blessed.
And just think… these are only the blessings I compiled in a note. It’s crazy that they’re abundant if we only take the time to realize it.
(Here’s some photos of some blessings!)